i can not do this try to relate to some sense of normalcy try to relate to a thread try to try to try to...define. identify. the. why. of me. of this. of that. for as i speak humanity continues to fall away from me from one who does not care and can demonstrate that to anyone who dares to ask a fucking question of me...period.

the proof...the proof you say I do you care i see it every day i see...but NO i say you see nothing cause i do not care and can prove it by walking away from you from daughter dog friend wife whatever crawls flies walks limps or paws along this dear dear land.

the proof...sbeen nailed to my cross with sweat and tears denial shouting always No, No No always chasing away the good and normal back back into what, I wonder...always tried did i but now...now...now, i see there is no read on nothing cause what is, is and theres nothing I can do to change the wolf...nothing...he will always stand outside looking watching...always standing in his cold...always...him...It he is and Me is him too...