today. only jelly beans and thoughts of daughers gone awry uncaring shown in naught the past a tear.

such anger here resides such bitter this my bed all tangled in a wish for different than a warp

so tired this hearing words of pain and wants of other places things and fellows...so tired of you? yes, of this a rut

oh yes me too but cant remove my mind my heart from fallen woundings. cant ever lay my head and stare in peace

why for...why for this my cry in years ongoing...why for...why for